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Leave comments.  Help me grow.  My muse randomly shows up and I put down as many words as will flow out of me at any given time, then the well dries up and it's sometimes years before I add more here.  
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(Contains: sexual themes)
I never did one night stands.
Never appealed to me...
for how can one truly revel in
the grunting, writhing, momentary satiation
of two bodies in motion,
just to never make contact again?
I preferred the long term keep.
Capturing the essence of a body's soul,
memorizing every curve and valley.
Learning what makes one tick.
Pleasing and teasing
over and over.
Like waves upon the rocks,
carving out a place for myself
to sing within his soul
Locking eyes,
and meeting again for breakfast and dinner
without blushing.
Knowing he'll chart a course
back to my rocky shores.
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(Contains: sexual themes)
you stole my innocence
in tiny bits
verbally, then through my flesh.
Your hands had no right to be there.
I was never the whore you called me.
honestly, you should not be free
but my kindness won the day
and I fear you seventeen years later.
And I bear the scars within my brain
though my body took no permanent damage.
I still shudder when touched in certain places.
Places your hand had no right.
I should forgive you
and forget you
but I was only the first of a few.
and that angers me.
I didn't protect them.
I didn't save them.
I couldn't without simultaneously
damning them.
and you didn't stop.
So, I'll save you a seat
in hell, for we all know I've
earned my spot for other crimes
of simply being alive.
We'll chat about this at
I'm damn tough.
Forged in the fires
of other folks' bad decisions
and the slow and hot smolder
of burnt bridges over
flood stage waters.
Full of piss and vinegar,
I'll thrive out of pure spite.
I've walked miles through
nightmares of my own making
and danced lightly through
Tempered and forged
like alloy steel.
Case hardened.
Nearly unbreakable
by all appearances
as I stomp defiantly
through this world.
Independent to the end,
needing no help until I do...
But I'm cracking
under the weight of this
collection of decisions
mine and others.
Too proud to let go
before it all lands on me
or I go up in flames myself.
The problem is,
I love hard and wholeheartedly
fiercely and fully.
I charge forward with
no regard for my personal safety,
full bodied diving in
because love is an experience
I don't want to leave this life without
indulging and immersing myself and others.
I pour myself out as an act of love
and when I'm lucky,
someone pours themselves back into me.
And when I'm lucky,
They pour a little extra.
And when I'm not,
I'll lay prostrate in the desert
and continue to pour myself out
to make just one flower bloom.


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Current Residence: Somewhere in the midwestern U.S.
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Leave comments.  Help me grow.  My muse randomly shows up and I put down as many words as will flow out of me at any given time, then the well dries up and it's sometimes years before I add more here.  

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wakasashe Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2006
Thanks for the +fav!
Bernardumaine Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2005  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks a lot for adding "Rude awakening" to your favs !
zebrazebrazebra Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2005  Professional Writer
Cheers for the favourites, mittens! :peace:
erdbeertee Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2005   Photographer
cool pix, but you should trim them to a smaller size...
erasexrewind Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2005  Professional Photographer
thx for da add!
DarkVanilla Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2005
Danke fürs :+devwatch: ! :)
danielzklein Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2005  Hobbyist Writer
Tach, unn? Wie hat sie mich gefunden? (also vom Findungsweg her, nicht so sehr die Bewertung ;P)
hentai-kitty Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2005  Professional Traditional Artist
thank u so much for the devwatch and for your nice note :hug:
Const Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2005   Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav:
Be good :P

- Constantine.
kevjb Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2005
Thanks for the Fav.
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